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feel something new

by Grayscale Season

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1.
Still Hurts 03:34
You breathe heavily as your hands break. And the adrenaline will never stop the ache, no. The violence, it still hurts Just like the silence you never heard. You can feel it, it’s something new You can’t feel it. Don’t worry it’s over soon. As it’s bleeding through. Have you ever thought? How it wears of all of your deepest fears? The compulsion, to put pain unto others, You hurt yourself again Hurt people, hurt people You can feel it, it’s something new You can’t feel it. Don’t worry it’s over soon. It still hurts It gets so much worse. Have you ever thought (about) why you do this to yourself? I think you like it. I think you fucking love it. Please stop. It still hurts. I think you like it. I think you fucking love it. Please stop. It still hurts All the violence, it still hurts. Just like the silence, that makes you hurt. All the violence, it still hurts. Just like words you never heard.
2.
You’ll never make it out alive. Will these palms ever reach the other side Will these reflections, distractions, ever make sense? My mind is infected something is choking it And I can't break free It consumes me I can't let go Will this ever make sense all together I've been feeling You’ll never make it out alive Show me how its done I keep biding my time Reflections of what once was A life that's broken and filled with flaws Haunted by regrets and mistakes I wished that I could turn away As I look into the mirror There’s a reflection, that couldn’t be clearer It draws me back Again and again So I stand there All alone With the (mirrors) image The reflection of my own Can you feel this attrition fall away? Can you feel anything? You’re all I have, so Take me one more time You’ll never make it out alive So take me one last time Will this ever Make sense all together I've been feeling When I don’t have my eyes I keep seeing their lies Show my how its done I keep biding my time
3.
Verified 02:33
A fraud in plain sight, Living in eternal night. A hollow shell, empty and numb. No soul, all out of control In darkness, I dwell, in my mind, I see hell. You and I, we’re not alright, it’s never fine, no All my own mistakes, this never-ending self-hate So, we’ll try to live a lie, I’d rather die, so. So, I'll smile as I know nothing. I’m talentless but connected A fraud in plain sight Living with no light Not even in the dark I can hide I’m trapped in the cycle of lies, haunted by fear of being compromised In darkness, I dwell, in my mind, I see hell. You and I, we’re not alright, it’s never fine, no So, I'll smile as I know nothing. I’m talented and connected So, we’ll try to live a lie, I’d rather die, so. I can’t stop seeking validation I’m verified and respected I’m a counterfeit Talentless but connected Why hate me? I'm perfect Why hate me? I'm perfect
4.
Hands 03:17
Detached In my head it's whispering Night lights overhead is flickering Fading memories of purpose I want to feel them usurp us Evil rules my day All the way I just wanna be loved all kinds of ways Portray me In gray The imposter Charlatan Impersonator I'm a slave for the game Looking at life frame by frame Lie to me It's all I see And what I feel When your hands move seamlessly Those fingertips they stitch and rip Your hands move seamlessly through it This thing in my head Whispering Lingering All the things they said Evil rules my day All the way I just wanna be loved all kinds of ways Evil rules my day All the way I just wanna be loved all kinds of ways Evil rules my day All the way I just wanna be loved all kinds of ways I try to resist You cannot resist. All the things you said You don’t have the discipline I don't have it Fuck it I don't have it
5.
Dolour 03:45
If I could sink, then I would dive beneath your skin. The more it hurts, the less I feel. I’d like to think that I would stay beneath your skin, Your head falls back as you sing. If I could sink then I would dive beneath your skin, The more it hurts me, the less I feel Faster heart beats as it gets real When you sing, you sing for two They way you move it cuts right through Cuts right through, through to you. You move so slow, the way you hold your head hung low. You dance away your endless shame, your childhood dreams still scream for fame.
6.
You watch me go, you know, it’s never been told. You skate through this world like it’s unknown. Grab it by it’s throat, like if you were the host. You fear the fearless, there’s no point. When you grow, you’ve been told that if you have to ask, you’ll never know. At this point you don’t speak ‘cuz you don’t value the words you breathe. Envy consumes me As I watch other play Their laughter echoing through me But I'm trapped in this cycle of shame Hearts on display Where the beauty’s untold A world of beauty at what cost Forever frozen My freedom’s lost. You watch me go, you know, it’s never been told. You skate through this world like it’s unknown. Grab it by its throat, as if you were the host You fear the fearless, there’s no point. When you grow, you’ve been told that if you have to ask, you’ll never know. At this point you don’t speak ‘cuz you don’t value the words you breathe. In these four walls, my existence fades away, lost in the brushstrokes, in shades of endless gray, a specter in the painting, a fragment of what once was, a tragic tale forgotten, consumed by artistic flaws. At this point you don’t breathe ‘cuz you’re terrified of being seen. Being seen. When you grow, you’ve been told that if you have to ask, you’ll never know.
7.
Gold 03:02
Rest your head upon this tired heart, though strength fades, I’ll play my part. Another hung to prove a point You’re smiling as you start to poke At the yellow ‘round your bruises all though You can’t stand it anymore You can rest your head right here I have strength left in me dear But I guess you know all about fear. And I won’t, no I don’t Hear you speak inside my walls And I don’t, miss someone I’ve been waiting for so long Shattered soul, longing for a touch. The yellow around your bruises glow It’s nothing new, it’s something old Yeah, it’s something you weren’t told You had to go, before the throw Your back aches in the cold The cold that you hold Yeah, it’s something you weren’t told Rest your head upon this tired heart, though strength fades, I’ll play my part. What is the intent? What is there left to gain? But I guess you know all about pain. Another hung to prove a point You’re smiling as you start to poke At the yellow ‘round your bruises all though You can’t stand it anymore You can’t stand it anymore Yeah, it’s something you weren’t.
8.
two 04:02
Hair smells of adrenaline and fear. Sun bleached skulls scrape the pavement like broken glass. I grasp the boney hands, with dirty fingernails. Feeling each knuckles indentation on my skin. There’s only one thing that I dread, not to be worthy of my suffering. Everyone has a secret that could break your heart. It’s scary what a smile can hide. Skulls missing jaws, Open mouths, look like they’ve been screaming secrets. You never smile like that, to anyone else than me. You throw blankets over sore limbs and weep into buckets just to be able to tell others about your despair. They don’t understand. Skulls missing jaws, Open mouths, look like they’ve been screaming secrets, they don’t understand. You never smile like that, to anyone else than me. I can’t wait to feel something new, These songs I write, they’re all about you. Everyone has a secret that could break your heart. It’s scary what a smile can hide.

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released March 8, 2024

MUSIC WRITTEN BY Grayscale Season & Buster Odeholm
LYRICS WRITTEN BY Grayscale Season
PRODUCED BY Buster Odeholm at Odeholm Audio
MIXED/MASTERED BY Buster Odeholm at Odeholm Audio
RECORDED BY Robert Kukla at Studio Fredman/Obsidian Recordings, Gothenburg, Sweden

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